Small Talk

the feeling of losing something. have you had it before? a thing, a materialistic possession, an opportunity, a person. it sucks doesn't it? even more when you realise it was gone long before the moment you discovered it's non-existence. whatever it is that you lost, you feel that tinge of sadness over the matter, even though, most of the time, whatever you do next will not make a difference to the fact that you'll never recover it again. it also has to do with the fact that you realise you're too muddle-headed for words. so dense that you did not realise right away, so dumb that you just took it for granted that it would still be there. and you blame yourself.

but that doesn't change anything.

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on a lighter note, my friend sent me this sms just when i was feeling sad and dumb over my lost earring.

"in the rhythm of life, we sometimes find ourselves out of tune. however, as long as there are friends like you to provide the melody, the music plays on!"

thanks zima.